It's been a couple of crazy days at work and I haven't had the time or energy to even think about what you all have said. I will say that I have read everything and am absorbing it but it takes me a while to process.
Still don't know what is going on or why I allowed this to happen. Honestly, I will say that my emotions have fully engaged and I don't know what to do about that. It's my problem to deal with though and I'll find a way to shut them down. There is no way that he has any feelings for me other than those of a sexual nature and I hoped I could hold it that way on my end too but it's just not possible for me.
I'll post more as I figure things out but right now it's nearly 1am and I have to be up at 6am to take mom to dialysis from her rehab center so I should hit the hay. I'll catch up with everyone ASAP.
Hugs to you all and please, if you have any other thoughts on ways to set effective boundaries and maintain them I'm all ears. It is definitely not my strong suit.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
