Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

and city girl? I understand what you're saying but for me walking is a major major accomplishment. I went from playing basketball and other sports to not being able to walk across a room without everything spinning and me losing consciousness or being subconscious and unable to move.

that's why I have to see a neurologist still. They think I may have a form or epilepsy and possible vertigo.

I really don't know. It could just be the diabetes because he stated he thinks i've had alot of diabetic seizures too that have caused major memory loss (my short term is really bad so I type and write things down alot) and possible other brain damage.

I've never had it looked at. I had walking pneumonia in 05 and my fever was 109 degrees. I was literally dead for about 3 mins before they brought me back. So trust I try to thank God for each and every day with a prayer.

I have just been trying to work and raise the boys and let me health really really go. Now i'm paying for it but I wouldn't change it.

I learned how strong I was last year when I learned to use my cane for what possibly could happen later. Or when I had to wear an eye patch.

I when I could'nt move and I had to literaly crawl and pick myself up. Or when I'd be hurting so bad I just felt like not getting out of bed.

It's not easy. that's why sometimes I wish I wasn't here. The sitch with WAW just made me think about it more often but the fight continues.