Just found out she already filed

[flowmom]

Don't feel guilty about your GAL! That's the best thing you can do for yourself and your chances for reconciliation. Sucking up to her and being always-available would be the worst thing that you can do right now.

And I hear you on the low self-esteem. Like most LBS, you are internalizing the rejection that your W has heaped on you. But you can start turning that around today .