I know when I've not wanted to see H it's been because I haven't felt like putting the energy into DBing, and because the distance between us feels unnatural and awkward. You don't have to see him if you don't want to! I have no choice because of the kids.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
