Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Wii, thanks for the 2x4! After what you said I guess I shouldn't send this email to her?

Hi,

I wrote you several emails over the past few weeks but never sent them out. I felt you didn't want to hear or see me, you'd probably rather me not even exist. I know you feel that I've done you wrong and I understand how difficult it must be for you when you feel that way. I know you feel that you gave me a second chance and I blew it. I'm really sorry for how you feel, I never meant to hurt you.

I just want you to know that I care about you more than you'd ever want to believe. I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laughs. How beautiful you look year after year and how I want to kiss every little wrinkle that you get. I daydream about you off and on replaying pieces of our conversations, laughing at funny things that you said or did. I catch myself smiling at what I imagine. You're so very intelligent, you're such a great mom. You make such a huge difference in DD's life as well as mine.

I really don't know what the future holds, I worry about DD's future but I need to have faith that we can do our best to make it work for her. I hope somehow someway we'll be OK.

Love,
S