More spew from H on how he's concerned at how my actions have jeopardized our children's future well being by email...

I'm on the verge of not ever wanting to get back with him because I can't see him ever coming out of this... I'm under so much pressure I really want to react in vengeance and anger.... I sent him a polite but to the point reply but probably shouldn't have... But I'm so tired with working two jobs and dealing with everything I'm not sure I give a crap...

I got a reply from the rent to own guy... He wants to help out if possible and wants more details as to the current mortgage arrangement etc. ... Would still have to have H agree to it but I'll cross that when I get to it...

I ended my workday crying in the car so my kids won't see...and hoping that H either crashes soon so at least the kids could have their real dad back and maybe I'd have a sane friend somewhere down the line... But I havey doubts any of it will happen...

God this growth and mlc sh!t hurts.... It would be easier to just become bitter...

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