Another hard part is waiting (or not waiting) for the next positive thing to happen.

Something good happens, we kind get our heartstrings plucked a little and then we get our hopes up a little and wait for the next thing to happen.

We need to detatch even more as Cat said.

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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.

~Jim Morrison