I get nothing so now I'm giving nothing either. I am done initiating.

i remember him telling me one time late last year that the reason he had sex with me was because I 'threw myself at him'

talk about confidence killer..

LOL that's funny but I can understand.

Inasmuch as I want to be with him intimately, I will not throw myself at him. I won't lie and say that I don't need it, because the lord KNOWS I do, but I value myself and my self respect more. eff him.

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson