C-Bart and CW, Thanks for the words of encouragement, I find that maintaining a PMA is the best thing for me. I always try to keep it light and fun with my W when I see her.
Patience is key today, Life kinda got in the way last night. We cooked a wonderful dinner....Mahi Mahi on the grill, asparagus, nice salad, good chardonay. We cooked together but had to rush b/c I had to go pickup D13 from soccer practice and then on to therapy. When we got back to the house my W was asleep with my S in our bed. I knew she was tired, she offered to stay and have a glass of wine with me (I was surprised at this), I said no she was tired and she should head on home. I really wanted her to stay but I want her to want to stay and for her to make the decision. Oh well, I'd be lying if I said I was not disappointed last night but I was prepared.
I still sat on the patio and had some corona's myself and listened to some good music.....slept like a baby!!!
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
