It's easy to lose sight of how we were months ago, isn't it? We are still at one of the lowest points in our lives, but when we go back and look, we see that we are getting better. Slowly but surely, but better nonetheless.
You're right about it not feeling like ML. There's nothing wrong with wild monkey sex when both of you are into it and then you colapse on each others arms and are out of breath and tell each other how amazing it was. Then you fall asleep like that. the 8 or 10 times we have done it since post bomb, it has simply been f!@#$ng. Leaves you feeling kind of empty, doesn't it/
