I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I am journaling.. I'm doing so on my phone though because when I was writing in my book, he was actually reading it.

I need it in order to look back at it from time to time and reflect.

I find myself often falling into a rut and feeling hopeless and when I read back and realize that I AM in a better place than I was, it makes me feel better and more hopeful!

support from you all helps me in more ways than any of you will ever know, and for that, I thank you!