When or how do you get to a point were you feel that life is worth living again? I just can't seem to shake this hopeless, worthless feeling.
Get to a bookstore and find a copy of that Susan Anderson book, The Journey From Abandonment To healing. I think you will find it eye-opening, having what you are going through spelled out for you.
You are in the shattering phase; these emotions are understandable and natural.
If you really start to feel down, get some personal counseling or look into getting a prescription for anti-depressants. Just because she may be trying to deal with things on her own doesn't mean you need to.
Me: 44, Wife: 39 M: 17 years T: 20 years Bomb on 08/25/09 1/13/10: MC started 1/28/10, 2/8/10: More bombs 8/28/10: Wife moved out No talk of D, no movement