Her head is in another place right now. You are in limbo my friend.

Welcome to LimboLand!

I have been at it for as long as you.

Ultimately you have to decide what you want to do.

You obviously want to be with her and you want this M.. but she is not there.. no one knows if she will be.

Keep getting advice and keep working on you.. that's what I'm doing. I want my M but at the same time, I don't want to be miserable and unhappy.. so instead, I'm giving myself the gift of time to work out MY issues and to make myself stronger and happy and to focus on ME, because if H doesn't come around and we do go ahead with a D, I need to be ready for that and part of me isn't ready to push for that just yet. Does that make sense?

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson