you need to forget thinking about what she is thinking nad maintain NC...

you're driving yourself mad!

stop telling her every little bit about what is happening with you...and promising her anything. if mail documents are so important to her, then she can make arrangements to get them..without having you being her do-boy...

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson