but can you imagine how good it would feel getting a fresh start away from OM and these other people that know what happened? Knowing your W isn't going to run into OM at any time?
i almost want to just call or meet him just to get our "inevitable" encounter over with.
maybe i will take the week-end off from the board and see if it changes anything....but on the other hand NO ONE knows that this happened so i really have no one to talk to so posting helps me....i think i am in a catch .22 right now.
I know the feeling.
I kept quiet about my marital problems for MONTHS. I thought I was going to explode.
Do you journal at all (besides here)..?
Is there anything close to you that you can trust to talk to?
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
