I know what you guys mean about feeling like some of the threads make you feel like it's holding back your healing but one thing I remembered from the beginning of my sitch was that I felt like I HAD TO ALLOW MYSELF TO FEEL THOSE FEELINGS in ORDER TO HEAL. I felt that if I supressed those feelings, it would drag my healing process out. You are grieving...

Does that make sense?

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson