it's NOT stupid.. it's completely normal. I am always sizing myself up no matter how good I look and especially when we have sex (to me I don't feel he is not making L to me). I want to be better than he ever had.

You can't do that to yourself...

Seriously! LOL

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson