If anything, I think you are making a mistake from staying on here. Don't let it deter you.
With time, it does get easier to deal with.
In the beginning, I hated listening to the radio or watching TV because it would be a stupid love song or a stupid movie about love or affairs.. and now with all these silly celebrities having A's, I'm like WTH! I can't escape it!
We are here for you.
What you are going through is COMPLETELY normal. But I am proof that that pain does lessen with time.
I'm at a point where although I do think of my H's A and it hurts to think about from time to time, I feel like my hurt now is mainly due to his unwillingness to work on our M and because he has put the entire blame for everything on ME.
So, my focus is now on ME.
What happened after you ML to your W?
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
