I put on a great new dress.. my long dark tresses are cooperating with me today and I feel empowered.
I used to feel like this all of the time.. up until 8 months ago when the power was stripped from me. I hope this feeling sticks with me through the weekend and until H leaves.
I didn't really talk much with him this morning. (he and the kids had to take me to the train station because the other car is in the shop). really just focused on my kids.. making funnies and stuff.. All I did was tell my kids each that I loved them and gave them each hugs and kisses and then asked H if I should put the call into S's school nurse (S came home early from school yesterday because he was feeling ill). he said yes and I thanked him for the ride and got out.
I feel so good. Hope no one ruins my mood.
For once in a long time, I feel like I will have a life with or without him and above all, I will be happy!
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
Way to go. . . I am sending positive thoughts your way. Woot!
Me: 45 WAW: 45 | M22 | T25 | No Kids Nov 09 W Filed | Dec 09 Separation Mar 17 2010 Divorce Papers Signed | Divorce Hearing Cancelled Moved back home May 2010 PA Confirmed June 2010 | W left Dec 7 2010
what happened? do you take anything for sleep? or was it the mental movies bothering you?
mostly...we ML yesterday afternoon....it was great, but as i tried to sleep last night my mind wandered, started thinking did she do that for him...did she act like that for him....stupid stuff i guess.
where is that bar we all want to have drinks at...lol
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M-37 W-36 S-11, S-9, D-4 PA exposed 3/13/10 10/19/10 moving on... most up to date sit
I put on a great new dress.. my long dark tresses are cooperating with me today and I feel empowered.
I used to feel like this all of the time.. up until 8 months ago when the power was stripped from me. I hope this feeling sticks with me through the weekend and until H leaves.
I didn't really talk much with him this morning. (he and the kids had to take me to the train station because the other car is in the shop). really just focused on my kids.. making funnies and stuff.. All I did was tell my kids each that I loved them and gave them each hugs and kisses and then asked H if I should put the call into S's school nurse (S came home early from school yesterday because he was feeling ill). he said yes and I thanked him for the ride and got out.
I feel so good. Hope no one ruins my mood.
For once in a long time, I feel like I will have a life with or without him and above all, I will be happy!
Yeah baby!!!
You sound good, T.H.A. And might I add, all of this is VERY attractive!
it's NOT stupid.. it's completely normal. I am always sizing myself up no matter how good I look and especially when we have sex (to me I don't feel he is not making L to me). I want to be better than he ever had.
You can't do that to yourself...
Seriously! LOL
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
I put on a great new dress.. my long dark tresses are cooperating with me today and I feel empowered.
I used to feel like this all of the time.. up until 8 months ago when the power was stripped from me. I hope this feeling sticks with me through the weekend and until H leaves.
I didn't really talk much with him this morning. (he and the kids had to take me to the train station because the other car is in the shop). really just focused on my kids.. making funnies and stuff.. All I did was tell my kids each that I loved them and gave them each hugs and kisses and then asked H if I should put the call into S's school nurse (S came home early from school yesterday because he was feeling ill). he said yes and I thanked him for the ride and got out.
I feel so good. Hope no one ruins my mood.
For once in a long time, I feel like I will have a life with or without him and above all, I will be happy!
Yeah baby!!!
You sound good, T.H.A. And might I add, all of this is VERY attractive!
Puppy
Thank you! I feel soo frikkin good!
H has called me like 3 times already for stupid things..
"where is S's itouch?"
"what bills do we have to pay?"
and another call about a dumb call he got from a telemarketer.. like I give a crap?!?!
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
