i just really don't even know how to respond to my H anymore. i got an email from him this morning about him coming to clear out our storage unit, and some financial stuff. it could have been an email from a complete stranger. at least it's making it easier to let go...

i meet with a L this weekend to go over the separation agreement before i sign it. i stopped wearing my rings about a week ago. i deleted all the photos from my FB account that he is in. i feel strangely numb about both of those things. i figured it would hurt more to delete him from my life. it hasn't so far.

i don't even know how to reach him anymore, so it makes it that much harder to determine how i should approach DB-ing with him. i feel like i'm interacting with someone i don't even know, so how am i supposed to know how he will react to something i try? i've been as supportive and patient and kind as i can be. i've tried the "i just want you to be happy" approach. i've tried NC, i haven't pursued, i held him when he cried. i just don't know where he is anymore. frown

Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless