I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

well, I woke up feeling so good this morning!

I put on a great new dress.. my long dark tresses are cooperating with me today and I feel empowered.

I used to feel like this all of the time.. up until 8 months ago when the power was stripped from me. I hope this feeling sticks with me through the weekend and until H leaves.

I didn't really talk much with him this morning. (he and the kids had to take me to the train station because the other car is in the shop). really just focused on my kids.. making funnies and stuff.. All I did was tell my kids each that I loved them and gave them each hugs and kisses and then asked H if I should put the call into S's school nurse (S came home early from school yesterday because he was feeling ill). he said yes and I thanked him for the ride and got out.

I feel so good. Hope no one ruins my mood.

For once in a long time, I feel like I will have a life with or without him and above all, I will be happy!