So I threw those in and I also asked God to watch all of our family, the ones here and at other places, and to give daddy patience and to help him to remember it's always better to listen than to talk.
I've been a mess all day. I just so don't want a divorce. I've been doing my best to put on a brave front, but the truth of the matter is no matter how mis-matched STBXW and I are, I feel the same about her today as I did when I first saw her at 18.
I'm starting to stare the end of the M in the face and I still ClingToHope.
God, I pray I wake up with more strength tomorrow.
I'm sorry CTH...and I understand completely. You're doing great with your ds. Take strength and solace from that for now.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
