How do I act?

[Surviving03]

Nevermind... I got my courage back... I was just reading thru Mindfull's thread... lifted my spirits back up!

If H is going to bring me down, going to be toxic to me, cant understand that he had a GREAT thing with me, is too stupid or immature or whatever to get involved in this marriage with me.... what do I need him for?? Doesnt mean I dont LOVE him... but I do love myself more now and I am SICK and TIRED of feeling low and unloved and like my world is crumbling all around me... my H does NOT make or break me.... I WANT H... i dont NEED H.... I know that I could find someone else, I dont believe there is just "one" for everyone... Do I believe that you should honor your vows and committment to the "one" that you chose?? of course! But at some point I had to realize that H is not going to meet me half way with that... You know in the movie Why Did I Get Married?? The 80/20 rule?? Well I was his 80 and all that other junk he wants is his 20... so I need to go find another 80 for myself! If that is not going to be H... oh well! too bad for him....

Where did my followers go??