Thank you all for your support. It sure is sad to see all the hurting people going through this. Thanks for the suggestions for books. I will check into them. The last few years she was distant, spending most of her time on the computer. I should have known something was up. Even when our grandkids came over she would sit in bed on the computer. I put her through school so she had a good job, making good money. She didn't need me anymore. I'm self-employed and work at home and took care of the kids. Now there grown and on there own, but live close by. I take the grandkids to church and they stay over quite a bit (highlight of my life). I do find it hard to get up and get going in the morning. The dreams are gone.
