Once they screw you its not yours. you really have to come up strong for them to want to make it yours. That usually means you are or can pull other females and you pull off that deep jealousy.
As long as they know the put violence on you, or bullchit, or played a couple dozen games, and thats what they wanted to do, their not going to care.
You would be a boytoy, not that I say that you are. You are a husband, but to their single mindset, which is in the exact moment in time, they don't care.
After a while you shouldn't either.
It may be some of the WAS get into a "hoe" mindset, and a "hoe" is only concerned about itself.
man i feel like her freaking gigalo or something. after intmiacy like that you should feel better. I don't. I feel like totally sad and crushed.
All i can do is hope that the darkness makes her miss me. Who knows anymore man. One minute we're close the next minute she's distant and cold.
she says she doesn't even know who she is anmore and is trying to "find herself" whatever the heck that means. *sighs*
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
