I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

Because he's an ass, and he's lost, and panicking that he's losing you and wanting to make this all YOUR fault.

I'm so sorry about the cellphone. Just tell him "Considering all you've put me thru with your affair, I needed a support group. Please give me my phone back, and respect my privacy."

do NOT apologize for anything you've done in this regard!!!

Puppy

Thanks Puppy..

I hope he didn't know to access my journal I have on there.

What an a$$.

I have not and will not apologize for anything. I told him to enjoy himself because I have nothing to worry about or to hide.

What is your take on him not wanting to go to therapy? (another thing to add is that he has an alumni game tonight (he plays all sorts of sports) and it's at the same time as our session; he thought our session was scheduled for tomorrow and not tonight) Do you think that's the reason he putting it off? Even though I plan on going solo to the session, he will have to watch the kids, so he won't be able to go to the game. or is it just typical WAS avoidance on the situation?

He is set to leave to go overseas on Monday.

Part of me cannot wait until he leaves so I can have some peace and get my head together. And I plan on not making any contact with him. If he wants to, then so be it. Last time he was away, I have countless numbers of emails from him and skype messages telling me how much he misses me and couldn't wait to come home. I know that things were good with us when he first got back and perhaps I got too comfortable and stopped really doing as I should (DBing more) and I did allow him to get the best of me at certain times which led us to quarrel a bit from time to time.. but does he think that life/marriage will be all hunky dory?