Had a great time with younger woman last night and really enjoyed the show. Even though she is 20+ years younger than I am she has gone through D in her family and knows a lot more about it than me and calls me on my sh!t and helps me to see what I should be doing as far as boundaries and other things with W. Called her later and we talked for about an hour.
Still no word from W and that is fine. She is picking up S24 at the airport shortly and he is going to a show tonight while I have choir practice. D20 and D19 should be joining us tomorrow night and the four of us will hopefully go out to dinner. We still need to celebrate S24 BD and mine too.
Got a call today from a director friend looking to replace someone in a show that is not working out. The show opens next weekend and with my kids all being in town this weekend I had to turn him down because my kids come first. It felt good to do that because in the past I'm not sure if I would have. I possibly would have felt insecure about myself and felt flattered that someone was asking me to step in and possibly had put my kids second but not anymore. I know how important my kids are to me and how much I owe them for the support that they have given me over the past year. I am a Dad first!
Me48 WAW46 M24 yrs S24 D21 D19 EA disc 6/09 2nd EA Fall 09 I move out 11/12/09 W and I switch 1/14/10 D Filed 3/17/10 W moves in with OM 6/8/10 D Final 6/21/10
