TTA: Why not ask him if he still wants the agreement. Tell him that you have hope and you would like to try the M.

You have said that before, I know. If he says he wants it, then sign it and move on unless he goes back or gives you other firm thoughts.

If not, then cancel Sunday.

Everything is a risk, and you've gone through a lot of hurt. He probably has, too. Remember 2008? You said that you had to leave the country to decide if you wanted to get together again. Pain is the name of this awful game that will eventually end one way or another.

Taking a risk can't hurt more than a divorce.