GF, you really need to take of you. Your self esteem is low. Treat yourself to something for YOU. No one else but YOU. I too was the one that took care of everything and everyone. It's a lot to carry on small shoulders.
Me: WAW/MLC 41 H: 42 M: 16 yr T: 20 Me: EA/PA started Sept 2008 D: Anytime, just need to sign papers http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1968939&page=1