feel like giving up - pt 2

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(((alice))) yeah the words hurt bad...

OT - I'm not raging around my home talking sh*t about my soon to be X husband. It's not like that. When I say I need to get angry it's for motivation. I am not doing well just being sad. It's only doing me harm so it's time to stop.

I have tried not to get my kids in the middle. Their dad has done that by not coming home or coming home so late. They are concerned and then I have to deal with it which brings them inbetween.

I will never be irrational. I'm not that kind of person. This sadness has taken it's toll on me but I still have my head on straight.

Thank you guys for the input.