Kalni, My experience is totally different from yours and honestly a lot easier. So I don't want to compare my experience to yours- it is not of equal weight.
After Reconciling, I just noticed that I would have periods of being really distraught and upset. Really upset- often after when we had some positive times together. It just was like- how could you havea done this to me. Hurt my feelings for so long...
IDK, I can't explain it very well. But what your wrote reminded me of this...
Like the happy periods some how remind you of how bad it once was...
It has faded for me. At first I would get hubby involved with my upsets but now I deal with it alone....
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)
