Thank you, hm, How nice (and quite poetic) I am hanging in and doing quite fine overall, but oh, those moments!
The pruning is more like a coppicing: pruning it all down to soil level - to virtually nothing left but the roots below - and letting it start all over again completely.
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"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac