I too have been dreaming the last few nights since the D bomb dropped. Mostly pleasant dreams and then I wake up from them and the reality hits hard. The experience is just like idontunderstand described. I can't go back to sleep, keep waking up every 20-40 mins and sometimes the dreams become worse.
I think back to my dating days trying to find what got me over those relationships so I could get out of this passive mode and start moving on with my life - but I come up empty handed. As they say time's the only medicine.
FM you're intelligent, compassionate, you offer many of us so much good advice and hope. I know you'll be just fine.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
