damn this constant up and down of emotions. one day i am fine, the next day i am a mess. i hate feeling this way. i'm moving forward, i'm accepting and letting go, and yet today i find myself overwhelmed that the man i married is letting ME go. the whole course of my life will change....maybe for the better, who knows. but it still hurts today.


Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless