Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[james217]

James~

You just can't listen...

You are twisting the Scripture like a pretzel to fit your mindset instead of listening to what He is trying to tell you.

Be Still.

twisting it? Nope I did not do alot of things I should have done. He's trying to tell me that the seperation is there due to my own actions. when I reread things WAW told me? I didn't hear her. I listened but nothing changed. When we were supposed to go to MC counseling I did not go. When she asked me to do things with her I did not go. When she asked me go to IC i stopped but my heart wasnt in it anyways. When she asked to go to church I would not go. When she asked me to go to the doctor to find out why I was so moody and sick with a short fuse I rescheduled them at the last minute. This went on for few months. I was depressed and feeling sorry for myself. I was adddicted to porn and had an EA as well. Almost had a P.A. but I stopped myself but that was bad enough.

I'm sitting still. I'm praying and fasting working on things I need to work on and trying to take care of business.