Time for darkness.... (thread number 3)ears open

[timehealsall]

My goodness James!! My brother!!! Please, please, PLEASE. re-read some of the things you have written.

I journal quite often. Either my postings on here or my notebook and I sometimes MAKE myself go back and read during those dark periods.

Go back and read what you have been through but as another person. snap yourself back to reality.

This woman didn't accidently give you an STD. She went and knew the consequences for humping unprotected and didn't give a rats a$$ about bringing it back home to you.

Trust me, I've been there. My H gave me trich (thank god it's curable and I'm 100% rid of it now) from that wh0re he was with who was sleeping around with other men at the same time. Did he mean to? NO, no one means to do it but he did take that risk and he put me at risk at the same time.

Stop allowing yourself to be trapped by this woman. She knows you have a good heart and she is taking advantage of that...

Detaching is hard for ALL of us. You looked at my threads. you know my pain is familiar to yours. Detaching is hard because it's the opposite of what feels right.. But what feels right isn't working James!

We are here for you. Please just listen, okay!

(((hugs))