I know how you feel about male freind, I danced the eve away with a my mates dad when H was awal, it was heavenly just to be held and feel someone close!

Good news about the feelings of freedom, you do deserve to be free of his bullying and condemnation regardless of what happens to the R

Keep going kiddo you have come through a pretty bad patch and survived another 180 to add to your already growing list.

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W 47
H 47
M 24
T 30

Once lost but now found and happily married again!