Keeping my distances not to hurt the process. I wonder if he will get tired of this. I am going 2 steps back and 1 forth. There is ALWAYS a reason. I hate being this way. I need to be able to be open with my H about how I feel. Funny thing is, he seems to be more ready than what I give him credit for.
Anyway, both parents are okish... And H came home early last night, probably cause he heard me distant. He also replied to an 2 line email I sent him that he understands how I feel but his only issue now is he wants to get out of one of the jobs... I dont even know if I can handle more time with him right now. I need some privacy and bearthing room... K
