Grit- to respond to your comment about my H not being ready. You are absolutely right. Everyone was absolutely right. He was saying he was ready..but not acting ready..and then acting like he was ready...It was all so confusing.
When I spoke to the MC today to cancel our appointment for tomorrow night..she was very upset and shocked. She thought MC was going very well. She had no idea what happened. I am seeing her solo tomorrow night. My H had her fooled as well. He is all over the place but he pretended to be so together while at counseling. His Jekyl and Hyde skit that he pulls. He was charming in front of the counselor.
He seemed to really buy into the counseling thing and to the counselor. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. He told his sister yesterday that he was depressed but had every reason to be depressed..if he stayed in his M..he had to deal with facing friends and family and all the hurt he has caused...and the other option is D...neither one being a good scenario. Facing the hurt he has caused is way too much for him. D is the easy route for him..I am almost in agreement after such a rough day.
