Journaling… Today was GREAT. The first two days I was having a hard time in one of my classes and all of a sudden today the light came on…. I get it now... I don’t really know how to describe my feelings about going back to school except maybe the feeling one gets when they find the Lord. NOT comparing the two but I feel like I have a purpose now. A reason to get up in the morning. Just finished my homework that is not due until next Tuesday. This will give me time to do some extra credit stuff. Boy things are sure different than when I was in high school. Back then I could not wait to hit the beach after school… Homework?? No way Ok I have something for those of you that have been with me for a while. I have a class that is using the “DiSC” behavior study. Part of this test says that in a conflict situation I
1. Tend to avoid open direct conflict 2. Tend to become emotionally expressive 3. Tend to minimize negative information 4. May become impulsive 5. Tend to take a direct aggressive approach
Any of this sound familiar? There are some more things but reading back this does sound like how I have been dealing with my sitch. I have 4 more weeks of this class so hopefully I can learn how to change and maybe this will help my marriage. Speaking of marriage. I will be journaling here but PLEASE if you see me doing things that may set me back in my R let me know. Daybreak... what did you mean by “Don't get complacent”?
Keep me on track folks; I have come too far these last two years to blow it now
Doc the freshman
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
