Gardener, today was one of those days where it felt like it was hitting me again for the first time. I'm with you there.
I use this site for advice as well as my own journal. On really dark nights I've gone through my sitch from the beginning just to see how far I've come. I go through others, such as BobbiJo, to see how far I still have to go.
Today, for long stretches of the day, I felt like I was losing it. These next three weeks are going to be incredibly tense for me and work is piling up and I'm letting it sit there.
I am what I never thought I'd be, an unmotivated mess barely able to function at times. Everyone around me tells me how great I'm doing. Only people on these boards know the truth.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
