I really want H back in the bedroom. This stinks. On a side note, I wonder if he found my thread... no real indication of it, other than he knew that I wanted him to go to apt and find the door locked. It may be... not sure. He's in the LR right now. We had a pretty good night at work function. It wasn't the most fun, but we did share some laughs. I hoped that when we got back from it we'd be having more laughs. I fell asleep on loveseat and when he got back from picking up son from work, he kicked the loveseat and said "hey, why don't you go to bed." in a tone of voice that said he was annoyed with me being there. I got up and went to bed - no worries. However, really wish he wasn't out there. Stinks. Hate sleeping alone. I hope he doesn't know that. I feel like I'm playing it cool, other than what I say here.