Keep on going

[brknheart]

I havent posted in awhile. Tomorrow is the day the judge signs the papers and my D is final. Its been a long journey and I still have more to go. Ive been GALing a lot, sometimes I feel to much (dont want to be alone at home). I still get curious on whats going on with my STBXW, the "friends" I left behind, and the city. I told myself after tomorrow, no more being curious. Ive been having fun, doing things ive never done before, meeting new people, etc. Wish I could control my dreams, dreamed about her the other night and the next day was gloomy. I met someone a couple weeks ago, thought about asking her out but Im not sure if im ready to play "dating game" again. As I type this it brings back memories of last year when I started reading DB and how much hope/commitment I had to try and save my M. Even though it didnt help save my M, I hope that it helps to save others. Im not bitter about M despite what Ive gone through. I liked being M. Enough of my rambling, just wanted to say hi.