I have no doubt that if I can not get things changed, that in the long run I will reach the point of the last resort tactic. Unfortunately, that point is at least 11-15 years away, when my kids leave home. I want my children to have everything they need from a live at home father, even if this means sacrificing my life for years to come. I know that if I left, their finances would definitely not be the same. Once they are gone, then I may have a very difficult decision to face. It definitely goes against my moral upbringing. I have ALWAYS believed as the bible says, till death do you part. I will feel like a failure, since God really commands us men to meet our wifes needs, and thus she will meet our needs. In fact God commands us to love our wives with AGAPE love, so even if the love is not returned, we are to be happy. He certainly does not make it easy to divorce, that is for sure. If I did not have kids, I am sure that I would have already left her. But, since they are here, my life is NOT my own. In 15 years it will be my own!
