Need some assistance. I need a refuge in order to have this baby in peace!
Am getting a trickle of emails all of a sudden from H's friends n family in Europe saying how difficult it must for me but hoping I will respect the child's need for a father. Yes, of course in theory I agree.
But I'll tell you how it FEELS.
Like being violated.
I have been horribly emotionally abused by my WAH and I am supposed to let him into my life so soon.
Am I sick in head?
I feel like cutting my email account and my telephones and literally finding somewhere to go where I cannot be contacted by 'well-meaning' people.
Don't they realise what strenght I have to muster to have this baby under these circumstances??
And they want me to think of HIM?
Do I reply?
Or just let all these emials go?
* BIL arrived last night. Stayed for an hour then went out till 3am with H.
* H called to say he won't come in the flat. I was cold and said "Naturally. Goodbye".
