it IS too bad it's come to this. perhaps time could change things, but i don't even know if i'd want to change them at this point. i really don't know if he's capable of being the man that I NEED in my life. i want to believe he could...but his past actions tell me i should know better.
it does hurt to be stuck, but i won't allow myself to stay in this place. there is a world of opportunities out there for me. in all honesty, i have had more fun in the last 3 months than i have in a long time. not because my H isn't around, but because i'm finally learning about myself and what makes me happy and pursuing those things instead of worrying about what my H is or isn't doing that is going to bother/hurt/annoy me.
we had some wonderful times together and i will always cherish those memories, but those memories alone aren't strong enough to rebuild a marriage on when one person isn't ready or willing.
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
