Ok Mach, I'm really sorry. I think sometimes I get really down and let him spin me is because of the depression I'm in myself.
I know I have lots of work to do as far as working on myself and I'm really trying. It's just that these antidepressants didn't kick in yet, I have a few more weeks the Dr. told me.
I understand about ADs.....
They will work some....
They are also NOT a miracle cure for finding yourself, and please don't let that be a crutch for you to lean on....
Usually about 4 weeks to be fully vested on them....
and about the same amount of time to come off of them....
GF....
You really DO control the most important thing that you can right now....
and that is YOU..
Who you are
Who you want to be
How you interact
How you let things affect you....
Whether you let the monsters in your head out to play or not....
What you feed those monsters...
Who you CAN become if you are willing to focus on yourself and do the work....
When you see your reflection...( not physical either), are you who you really want/envisioned yourself to be ?
You aren't gonna talk your way out of something you acted yourself in to......
