I was sitting up wondering about things last night, and it made me wonder, what do others think about:
I enjoy, crave, and desire to ML because I want to _feel_ closeness.
I enjoy, crave, and desire to ML because I want to _feel_ connected.
ML makes me _feel_ loved inside in the _deepest_ sense.
I am not that concerned about getting an O, and in the past have ML without one, but rarely. It stays hard but just goes numb, probably TMI there, but anyway the questions are:
Do other HD people care that much about the O?
What about, can a W be HD but never really want to O or care that much about it?
