How do I act?

[Surviving03]

thanks 4luv, I have read Britts sitch... i didnt notice the part about the flowers, thats funny! I found out who they were from... they were from a coworker of mine who has been asking me over and over to come be a guest at his graduation in two weeks... I had been telling him that I wasnt sure when I was leaving here or I would def come and support him... today I told him that I prob will still be here and he sent me flowers to get me to come! wow... I dont know what that means really?? but its nice to have someone send me something like that....

So H did not get the IM message, but I made sure to ask, and made sure to tell him again in person... he said you know thats not really how u feel... I said Yes H, it is exactly how I feel... left it at that... now I just have to make it clear that it is how i feel... NO BACKSLIDES!!! I can do it