This too shall pass. Seems to me that H is in hiding. Let him come to you when he`s ready. He needs his space right now. He feels pressured by you. He does want to see you, but he`s afraid of an R talk, I think because of the dating issue.
Come here to vent or journal. We understand, you haven`t heard from H in a while. He`s confused. You`re doing great. Yes, it is hard, keep zero expectations, don`t expect anything and you won`t feel so disappointed.
